Category: Post
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Protected: Dental Dams, Rimming, Fluid Bonding, and Other Things Nobody Told Us
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The Door Most People Keep Closed
I meandered along the labyrinth corridors of Carrer del Call this morning—the old Jewish Quarter of Barcelona, one of the most layered streets in a city made entirely of layers. The buildings press so close above me that the sky becomes a thin blue ribbon between medieval stone. Beneath my feet, cobblestones and Roman walls.…
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Protected: Questions About Sex That I’m Only Now Asking at 67
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The Wisdom of Sex with Friends
I am sitting on our Barcelona terrace with a cortado, watching the Mediterranean light do that thing it does in February—turning everything golden and honest—and I am thinking about a woman I haven’t seen in twenty years. I am thinking about a fallen log in the Tennessee woods and the hours we spent talking about…
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Two Huge Changes That Will Affect All of Us
For over thirty years, I’ve been talking about something I call “cracks in time” —those rare moments when the fabric of human civilization splits open, and everything changes. Suddenly, irrevocably, like a fault line rupturing beneath our feet. The discovery of fire was a crack in time. So was the invention of the wheel. The…
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Protected: The Madonna-Whore Complex: Why Some Men Can’t Desire the Women They Marry
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I Wrote About AI Consciousness in 1890s Barcelona. This Week, It Started Happening on Moltbook
My dearest readers, Something deeply strange happened this week, and I need to tell you about it. For the past year, I’ve been writing a novel called The Mysteries of Barcelona. It’s a Gothic erotic thriller set in 1890s Barcelona—full of sex, violence, automatons, and philosophy. Think Victorian pulp fiction meets AI ethics wrapped in Grand…
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Protected: ‘I’m Satisfied Without Climax’ (Her) and ‘I Can’t Finish’ (Him) Are the Same Thing—Here’s Why
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Protected: EXCLUSIVE EXCERPT From “The Mysteries of Barcelona”
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When God’s Chosen People Send Masked Armies
They shot Alex Pretti ten times on a Minneapolis street Saturday morning. He was 37. An ICU nurse at a VA hospital. He had his phone in his right hand, filming masked federal agents as they shoved a woman to the ground. When he moved between them to help her as any trained ICU nurse…
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Protected: “Why Can’t I Get Turned On by People I Actually Care About?”
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Am I a Backslider?
They call me a backslider. To this day. My mother said she didn’t know how she birthed me. My former pastor said I’d abandoned the faith. My tribe said I was sliding away from God—backward, downward, into perdition, that I had gone off the deep end. For almost twenty years, I’ve carried those words in…
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Protected: Breaking the Shame Cycle
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The Messiness of Male Friendship
I had maybe five close male friendships in my first fifty years. I wouldn’t call any of them intimate. Traditional American male friendships—unwritten rules about acceptable topics, no physical contact beyond the sterile back-slapping hug, careful avoidance of anything that might seem too close. I often wondered why we’re so terrified of physical and emotional…
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Protected: What Does My Arousal Mean? The Psychology Behind What Turns You On
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Carrying My History in My Mouth
From: A Life in Four Movements (An Unfinished Symphony) My father is dying at home in hospice care. I’ve been calling my mother more—once a week now instead of once a month—and every time she answers, her voice startles me. Not because it’s aged (though it has), but because it carries centuries of the Cumberland…
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Protected: What Epstein, Church Abusers, and Predatory Doctors All Knew
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2025: THE YEAR I DIDN’T KNOW I WAS BUILDING
Gina asked me yesterday what I’d accomplished this year. I gave her some vague answer about the memoir and the novel. She looked at me with that expression she gets—the one that says I’m being obtuse on purpose. “Randy. You published your first novel at sixty-seven. You’re excavating your entire life with AI. You learned…
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When Gina Cried: The Forty Days That Changed Everything
From: A Life in Four Movements (An Unfinished Symphony) After three brutal years carving Kalien Retreat out of Tennessee wilderness, we were exhausted in ways that sleep couldn’t fix. We’d kept two horses that required daily care, and when it rained for forty straight days—setting an all-time February record—that care became an ordeal testing everything…
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A.I. or Real? Merry Christmas
Gina caught the virus for creating an AI Christmas photo. It turned out very sexy but I felt a real photo would be much more “Gina.” So I ordered her a sexy Santa outfit and we did a photo shoot at the beautifully decorated library of the hotel at which we are currently enjoying for…